Archive for March 2007

Getting ready to become her slave

I spent the week working and cleaning. This weekend I will do more cleaning. (But at least I don’t have to go to work). Normally I would dislike a week like this but the reason I don’t mind is that I need to clean and go through my clothes and stuff in order to be ready for my move to San Diego to become Mistress Alana’s slave. I hope to finish up this weekend, as next week will be extra busy for me. I just wanted to write a short blog to let you know that I am still out here. I will try to post as much as I can over the next couple weeks, but I am uncertain now how much time I will have for it.

I am quite excited about my future. I am a little nervous, but I am that way about anything new. I have never been a slave before, so this will all be new to me. It is something to know that she will soon own me. I know that you can’t legally own someone. Abraham Lincoln took care of that over a 100 years ago. But in my heart, I will be owned as a slave and that is all that matter to me.gotplanswhipcreamcuffs.gif

Add a comment March 30, 2007

My decision

Well, I have thought for a long time about being Mistress Alana’s slave and I have finally come to my decision and I let her know Sunday night that I will be her slave. It was not an easy decision, as I wanted to be 100% sure in my heart I was doing the right thing. I gave my notice at work today. They were said to see me go. They told me I was a great worker and I will be hard to replace. That made me feel good. I need to tell my roommate tonight. She probably will not be so happy about me going, as she will need to pay the whole rent now! But I am sure she can find someone else to split the cost with. We have a nice apartment and I sure she will not have too much of a problem finding someone. I feel so wonderful today. It is like a whole new chapter in my life is about to open. Mistress Alana plans have a special collaring ceremony for me when I come down to be with her. I can’t wait!!!

1 comment March 26, 2007

My dates one weekend

I guess the reason I decide to go out with a couple guys that I have gone out with in the past, was to just clarify in my mind how I felt about Mistress Alana. I mean, I am happy with her, and am not looking to break up with her or anything. I just wanted to be sure about how I feel. I hope that makes sense to you. If not, think of it as a confused female trying to sort out her feelings.

Anyway, on Friday night I went out with John. We went to a neat little place that served great Chinese food. We talked and enjoyed our dinner. Then we went to his place as he wanted to show me some of his pictures that were recently published. (He is a photographer.)  He had them framed on a wall, and they were photos of Spain, and were really great. Then we sit on the couch and he gives me a kiss and then another. Well it is has been awhile and I kiss him back. Then I feel his hand on my leg and I push it away. I don’t want to sleep with him. At least not tonight. Tonight I just want to enjoy an evening out. After having his hand pushed away John decides that he wants to give me a free breast exam through my clothes. Well, I had enough and told him I needed to go home. He protested at first, but took me home. I thought about Alana on the way home, and missed her.

So Friday wasn’t so good, but I held out hope for Saturday. I was quite close to Jim at one point in my life. We were not quite boyfriend / girlfriend but we might have gotten there. Anyway he took me to a French place for dinner Saturday night. Things went really well. It was great to see him again. We went over to my place to talk. Well at least that was the official reason. (giggles) Well soon we were both down to our underclothes. I asked if he wanted to try some “kinky things”. He nodded yes, his head shaking like a bobble headed doll in the back of a car going down a rough road. I got some fun things out of a dresser drawer, and I soon found myself naked, tied to the bed, blindfolded and gagged. I expected him to get me all excited and then have sex with me, which was why I left the condoms out for him.  Well what happened  was that he just squirted some lubricant on me and climbed on top of me. I was fucked literally and figuratively by him. To say I was disappointed would be a understatement. I mean our erotic times in the past were much better. He was a wonderful lover. We had never tried any bondage, but I just thought it would be fun. My mistake. So much for my weekend.

1 comment March 23, 2007

Update on what has been going on with me.

I has been awhile since I lasted posted. I have wanted to,  just lacked the time to do so. But I made time for it today.

I have been thinking about being Mistress Alana’s slave some more. We had a chat the other day that helped clarify things for me. She told me how I would be a 24/7 slave and not have to work. She works a pro Domme out of her home, and her clients come to her place for their sessions with her. This would allow her to spend time with me easily when she did not have a client there. While I don’t mind working, I would have had to find a new job. She also would allow me to stay in contact with family and friends, with an occasional trip to Taiwan to see relatives. She would allow me to introduce her as my roommate to those family and friends who would be unaware of my slave status. I would also get to keep publishing my blog here. She might make me post more regularly too! Although she does not read my blog. (She wants me to say what I feel, not what I think she wants to read).

I decided to go out this Friday and Saturday night with two different guys I have know for a while just to clarify my feelings. I don’t want to be undecided about Mistress Alana any more, and I think this will help me.  Either I go to her or I end our relationship. I have to force myself not to be wishy wishy. I also want to make the right decision and move on with my life, in whichever direction I choose.

1 comment March 16, 2007

Thinking about things

I am sorry that I have not been able to post for awhile. I have just been so busy with work and things lately. However, I just wanted to let my readers know that I am still out here. I haven’t decided about Mistress Alana. Sometimes I am just so wishy washy! In the morning I feel one way, in the afternoon another. I just wish I was more decisive at times. I feel like I am the home of the definite maybe.

I hope though this weekend will give me sometime to think and analyze my thoughts about her. During the week I am sometimes so rushed to do things I can’t set aside the time.

So, please bear with me. I hope to be able to write more in the future. I have really enjoyed writing this blog, and have enjoyed your comments.

Add a comment March 9, 2007

After my Visit to Mistress Alana and a Valentine’s Day surprise

I thought about Mistress Alana a lot as I made my way back home. It was quite a week for me. I thought again what it would be like to take the next step and go from being submissive to slave. Would it just be a fantasy to me, or would I make it a reality? The drive home was uneventful except for a quick food stop at Portillo’s, a Chicago chain restaurant that a girlfriend told me she went to after going to Knott’s Berry Farm. I must say that the Italian Beef sandwich there was wonderful. Almost made me want to live in Chicago, except I would freeze my butt in the winter there! ( love warm climates.)
So,  weeks go by and we continue to chat. I go out with some people I know on weekends, but am still drawn to Alana. I just feel great talking with her.

Then it is Valentine’s Day. I go to work at my office as usual. There is one girl in oir office, who has been telling the women she works with for weeks and weeks about this wonderful guy she goes out with.  It is enough to make you sick. We all expect her to get flowers from “Mr. Wonderful”, but it is an hour before quitting time and no flowers have arrived yet for her.  Then we get a call from the front desk. Someone answers it,  and they say “Front desk got a flower delivery…” So “Ms. Wonderful” gives a big smile and starts to get up. They continue. “It’s for Minh”. I wish I had a camera because the look on her face was priceless! She slumped at her desk, while I went up to get my flowers. It was a dozen red roses, with a card that said, “Thinking of you”, and it was signed M.A. So I walked backed to my desk, making sure to walk by her desk before going to the kitchen to get a vase. It made me feel really special and loved. It also showed me that I was really special to Mistress Alana too.

1 comment March 2, 2007

Minh, Mistress Alana’s human alarm clock

I lay there with my eyes closed on the exam table enjoying my orgasm. Then Mistress unfastened me and said, “Get your butt in the bedroom you going to please me with your mouth now.” So I got up and walked to the bedroom, Alana following behind me. Before I got into bed I fastened my ankle to the chain. Then Mistress Alana undressed and joined me. She spoke to me, “Now you are to please me with your tongue. It is the last thing I will feel before falling asleep. You are also to lick my pussy in the morning to wake me up, so it will also be the first thing I feel in the morning.” With that I started pleasing Mistress, and after I finished we fell asleep in each others arms.

Next morning I woke up and I really needed to pee, and badly. But I remembered my assignment and knelt beside Alana and woke her up as she requested. She definitely woke up with a smile today! I continued and enjoyed a orgasm to start her day. Then we took a shower together, got dressed and ate breakfast.I needed to go back today, and I was sad. I would miss Mistress Alana. I wasn’t sure a week ago how everything would work out, but I must say things worked out better than I thought. Where it would all lead I did not know, but I thought of her as I drove back home.

(I hope you all have enjoyed reading about me. I don’t mind writing, but just ask that you leave me acooment to let me know how I am doing. I don’t know if you are enjoying my story. Giving me feedback helps me, and would encourage me to keep writing. Thanks!)

Add a comment March 2, 2007






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