Archive for June 2007

I lost something

I lost something and it is a good thing. I lost the pound I needed to make my goal when I had my weigh in last Saturday! I am so happy. Mistress was happy too. Now as long as I maintain my weight or stay below it, I am fine. That’s all for now, I just wanted to share my good news.

5 comments June 19, 2007

Last couple weeks

The last couple weeks have been spent in teaching me to be a better slave. I need to learn to obey my Mistress better. I was late at losing the weight she told me to lose and still have one more pound to go. She punished me in different ways to help teach me to be a better slave. I hope to make her proud of me when I step on the scale Saturday!!!

As part of my training Mistress has needed to punish me. Last night , for example I undressed and then she tied my hands behind me. She then put on nipple clamps with chains with little weights at the end. They were uncomfortable to wear, but not that bad. That was until she told me to dance for her. Those little metal balls were tugging on my nipples and bouncing off my breasts as I did so. Then she made me stand in place and bounce on my feet, making the balls go up and down. I wish my poor nipples were not so sensitive.

In other new, Mistress lost a major client of hers when a businessman got transferred out of state. Hopefully, she will get another one to replace him, but she lost a good regular income source when he left. She had me sell my car, which I don’t really need as she always drives her car and I never leave the house except when I am with her.

Add a comment June 15, 2007

More training

I am sorry that I have not written for awhile, but Mistress wanted to devote more time to making me a better slave. She graciously allowed me time to write today. I was able to lose another pound at my last weigh in. I am still one pound short of my goal. I want to make my goal next Saturday. If I do, Mistress will be proud of me.

Hopefully Mistress will allow me time again to post in the future. I have missed writing in here.

1 comment June 13, 2007

More on Saturday

On Saturday Mistress wanted me to tell everyone reading my blog that I had failed at my weigh in. then I returned to her and she had me get inside a very small cage. I had to kneel and then bend forward to fit. I could not move at all in it. Then she locked me inside. She left the room. I had to stay inside for a long time like that. Then she returned, and asked “What are you?” I replied, “I am your slave. A slave who failed you today Mistress Alana. A slave who deserves to be punished.” She continued, “You are all that and more. You are a worthless Chinese pig. I want you to say that and convince me that you believe it.” Trembling as I spoke I continued, “I am a worthless Chinese pig. My only purpose is to make you happy and I failed. I deserve to be punished and suffer. I need to learn to do as you say. Please teach me in any way you desire.”

Then she let me out. It took awhile before I could stand and walk. But when I could she told me to walk over to a padded bench and lie face down on it. My wrists were attached to cuffs on the front legs, and my ankles were roped together. Straps encircled me at different places to hold me to the bench. Then she got a crop and began to hit the bottom of my feet. She began gently, but soon increased the force. Soon I was screaming. Mistress decreased the pace, but kept the force the same. I don’t know how long it lasted, it seemed like forever. Then she stopped and untied me. I got up but could not stand and walk, I could only crawl due to the pain. “Get your worthless ass back into your room NOW!” Mistress Alana commanded. She used her crop on my butt to “encourage” me to move faster. Then she locked me inside for the night.

4 comments June 3, 2007

Saturday Weigh In Results

I just have time to do a quick post now. I had my weekly weigh in this morning. I needed to lose 3 pounds. I lost 1 pound. I am depressed, and Mistress Alana is upset. I don’t think this is going to be good for me. I will let you all know more later.

2 comments June 2, 2007

Almost there

I have been waiting for Saturday all week to see if I lost my 3 pounds or not. It is the waiting that is driving me crazy. I think Mistress knows it too. Although I really REALLY hope I lost it, for me I just want it to be over either way. I am not good at waiting. Sorry for this post not being up to my usual standard, but it hard for me to think to write a good post, so this will have to do.

Add a comment June 1, 2007






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