The Party

The party we had was fun. I had to serve drinks with wooden stocks on. (Think of two pieces of wood made with hinge and lock, that has holes for neck and wrists.) There were 3 other submissives at party and we all gor tied up in different ways. Nice why to celbrate the holiday!

1 comment June 5, 2009

What I am now

Mistress thought that I needed some additional training before being allowed. She wanted me to post now and tell you know what I am.

I am a slave to Mistress Alana. She owns me. She owns all of me. I will do as she says.I love you Mistress.

5 comments August 24, 2007

I am back

Sorry I have not posted for awhile. Mistress took me on vacation and I also have not allowed to blog because my training was not going as well as expected. I have improved and now will be allowed to post now.

3 comments July 28, 2007

Last couple weeks

The last couple weeks have been spent in teaching me to be a better slave. I need to learn to obey my Mistress better. I was late at losing the weight she told me to lose and still have one more pound to go. She punished me in different ways to help teach me to be a better slave. I hope to make her proud of me when I step on the scale Saturday!!!

As part of my training Mistress has needed to punish me. Last night , for example I undressed and then she tied my hands behind me. She then put on nipple clamps with chains with little weights at the end. They were uncomfortable to wear, but not that bad. That was until she told me to dance for her. Those little metal balls were tugging on my nipples and bouncing off my breasts as I did so. Then she made me stand in place and bounce on my feet, making the balls go up and down. I wish my poor nipples were not so sensitive.

In other new, Mistress lost a major client of hers when a businessman got transferred out of state. Hopefully, she will get another one to replace him, but she lost a good regular income source when he left. She had me sell my car, which I don’t really need as she always drives her car and I never leave the house except when I am with her.

Add a comment June 15, 2007

More on Saturday

On Saturday Mistress wanted me to tell everyone reading my blog that I had failed at my weigh in. then I returned to her and she had me get inside a very small cage. I had to kneel and then bend forward to fit. I could not move at all in it. Then she locked me inside. She left the room. I had to stay inside for a long time like that. Then she returned, and asked “What are you?” I replied, “I am your slave. A slave who failed you today Mistress Alana. A slave who deserves to be punished.” She continued, “You are all that and more. You are a worthless Chinese pig. I want you to say that and convince me that you believe it.” Trembling as I spoke I continued, “I am a worthless Chinese pig. My only purpose is to make you happy and I failed. I deserve to be punished and suffer. I need to learn to do as you say. Please teach me in any way you desire.”

Then she let me out. It took awhile before I could stand and walk. But when I could she told me to walk over to a padded bench and lie face down on it. My wrists were attached to cuffs on the front legs, and my ankles were roped together. Straps encircled me at different places to hold me to the bench. Then she got a crop and began to hit the bottom of my feet. She began gently, but soon increased the force. Soon I was screaming. Mistress decreased the pace, but kept the force the same. I don’t know how long it lasted, it seemed like forever. Then she stopped and untied me. I got up but could not stand and walk, I could only crawl due to the pain. “Get your worthless ass back into your room NOW!” Mistress Alana commanded. She used her crop on my butt to “encourage” me to move faster. Then she locked me inside for the night.

4 comments June 3, 2007

Almost there

I have been waiting for Saturday all week to see if I lost my 3 pounds or not. It is the waiting that is driving me crazy. I think Mistress knows it too. Although I really REALLY hope I lost it, for me I just want it to be over either way. I am not good at waiting. Sorry for this post not being up to my usual standard, but it hard for me to think to write a good post, so this will have to do.

Add a comment June 1, 2007

If you CAN lick them, then do!

Well my new lickable pussy, also affectionately known as the bald beaver, got enjoyed Saturday night by Mistress Alana. She had tightly tied me to the bed naked, and started by kissing me. First on the lips, some nice French kisses, then wandering over to my earlobes and neck. She then gave my breasts some attention, and they liked it. Then she left a trail a kiss down my tummy to (giggles) my hairless place.

I was a bit anxious for her to get there, as it had been awhile, since mmmm her last visit. I whispered that I was happy she was doing this. She paused, and said “Doing what slave? You have to ask me if you want something.” I guess once again she wanted to show me my place. So I said, “Yes Mistress. Would you please pleasure me with your tongue?” She laughed at that. Then Mistress spoke again, “You seem to forget sometime what you are…you are a slave…nothing but a fucking useless slave…I own your ass…if you want me to lick you, then ask….no make that beg…for me to enjoy your Chinese cunt!” I blushed and replied, “Yes Mistress, this worthless slave sometimes forgets her place. I humble ask you to lick my pus…I mean my cunt, my worthless Chinese cunt.”

She glanced up at me and smiled, “That’s better slave.” Then she went to work down there. She quickly got me quite aroused and I was looking forward to my orgasm. “Almost there Mistress” I whispered. She stopped, looked up and pinched my nipples. She glared at me, “What did you say , you stupid cunt?” Her tone of voice told me she was quite upset. “I just said that I was close to orgasm Mistress” I replied.  “I know slave”, Mistess spoke again, “but slaves don’t cum without permission, and if you want that permission you need to beg…and beg damn good.”

Then Mistress went back to doing what she was doing and I felt myself getting aroused again. I knew I needed permission soon. So I started asking for it. “Please Mistress may I cum…may your slave be granted permission to cum, my wonderful Mistress…….Mistress may your Chinese girl cum…I so close , oh please Mistress I beg of you let this useless Chinese cunt cum”. She just laughed and got up. “Horney little bitch aren’t you pet?” she said. I blushed and said, “Yes Mistress…and you can get me so excited…I beg for release….please Mistress allow this stupid worthless Chinese cunt to cum.”

Mistress smiled at me, “You are learning slave, so I will do that for you”. She then lowered her head and mmmmmmmmmm I soon had a wonderful orgasm!

Add a comment May 28, 2007

My Saturday Weigh In, I need a haircut, and my thoughts

Well once again it was time to visit my friend (and sometime enemy) the bathroom scale. Today the news was mixed…the good news being that I did not gain any weight…the bad news being that I did not lose any. Now I only have 2 weeks to lose 3 pounds! I have to do it somehow as I don’t want to have to be a pig girl again. Although from the comments I received, some of you seemed to enjoy the fact that I was one, and are probably rooting against me.

After my weigh in Mistress informed me that she would be shaving off all of my pubic hair tonight. I don’t have that much down there, just a nicely trimmed strip of hair, but it will soon be gone. Mistress Alana described it as having a “bare beaver”. But what does that part of a girl have in common with a forest animal? I don’t understand English slang sometimes.

Well I have to go now to eat dinner and then get my haircut.

2 comments May 19, 2007

My thoughts and Getting weighed again

Well after getting thoroughly humiliated Friday in the mud, I was hoping my Saturday weigh in would go well. I did not want another week of being a piggie girl. After my shower I did spend a bit of time thinking about my slave life. It has not been at times what I expected. I willingly became a slave because I cared deeply about Mistress Alana. I wanted to please her and make her happy. At times I feel she cares deeply about me, but at other times I wonder how she views me. Perhaps it is because I can not think as a Mistress? I don’t know, I guess it was being pushed into the mud by her and having to roll around in it. I do trust her, and think it will all make sense in the future.

Well Saturday I got weighed again. I was relieved to learn that I had lost a pound, but reminded that I did have to lose 3 more pounds by June 2 which is only 3 weeks away! Arrgghh, a slave girl’s life is never easy. But this is the life I chose.

1 comment May 18, 2007

Piggiegirl’s Week

I have had to spend the week naked and not allowed to speak except to “oink” replies to Mistress Alana’s questions. When she takes me out of my room I am on all fours with a leash and collar. She tells me that little piggies need to be exercised to lose weight.  I so miss being able to talk with Mistress. I have also felt degraded this week having to act like this. I guess it is just part of my training. But I do hope I lose that extra pound so I will not have to go through with this for another week? We will find out Saturday.

Add a comment May 11, 2007