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I am going away in July

I am not sure where yet as Mistress hasn’t told me. I don’t think she can afford to take a vacation this year, so am not sure where I/we will be going. So I will just have to tell you in Auguest unless I find out soon.

Add a comment June 28, 2009

The recession sucks

Mistress has not been getting as much business as before. Some of her clients have lost their jobs or had thier hours reduced. Hopefully things will improve soon.

1 comment June 19, 2009

Getting used to my new haircut and another Sat weigh in

I spent the week adjusting to my new shaved look. I mean I never thought much of the way I looked down there before. I mean as long as there were no hairs poking out the edge of my bikini things were fine. Now I catch myself looking at it every time I get out of the shower.

Mistress Alana tells me I will get used to it because I will bare there forever. That is the way a slave should be she tells me. So if that is the way it will be I guess I will eventually get used to it.

If I seem a little down today it is because at my weigh in I had not lost any weight. So now I have to lose 3 pounds in a week. Mistress was upset with me too. She told me “I would hate to be in your skin slave, if you don’t make your weight goal next Saturday”. I am not sure what she will do to me then, but I know it will not be pleasant. So much for enjoying a holiday weekend.

1 comment May 26, 2007

My thoughts and Getting weighed again

Well after getting thoroughly humiliated Friday in the mud, I was hoping my Saturday weigh in would go well. I did not want another week of being a piggie girl. After my shower I did spend a bit of time thinking about my slave life. It has not been at times what I expected. I willingly became a slave because I cared deeply about Mistress Alana. I wanted to please her and make her happy. At times I feel she cares deeply about me, but at other times I wonder how she views me. Perhaps it is because I can not think as a Mistress? I don’t know, I guess it was being pushed into the mud by her and having to roll around in it. I do trust her, and think it will all make sense in the future.

Well Saturday I got weighed again. I was relieved to learn that I had lost a pound, but reminded that I did have to lose 3 more pounds by June 2 which is only 3 weeks away! Arrgghh, a slave girl’s life is never easy. But this is the life I chose.

1 comment May 18, 2007

Piggiegirl gets a backyard surprise

Mistress came and got me today (Friday). I thought it was for lunch, but she lead me on a walk outside. I was on all fours. It was nice to feel the sun on my bare skin. She walked me around her backyard. She had a small digital camera with her so I thought she might want to get some nudie pics of me. Instead she lead me to where the ground had been dug up to make a small garden in the future and unclipped my leash from my collar. She had run water on the dirt and it was now mud. Then she said, “Get in the mud and roll around. I want to see you covered in mud from head to toe.” I grimaced , not wanting to do that, but knowing that I had to. I started to slowly crawl into the mud. Mistress then went behind me and pushed me into it with her foot. She pushed me hard and I landed in the mud with a splash. Then I had to roll around in it, like some farm animal. I felt degraded and humiliated. My long black hair was covered in mud, as was all of me. Then Mistress started taking pictures of me. I guess to record the moment. Then I had to stand and she took some glamor pictures of me as she directed me on how to pose. I did not feel glamorous, and being called things like “Oh what a sexy Chinese piggie” did not help, but still I tried to smile and do my best ay modeling in the mud.  Finally she hosed the mud off me with a garden hose and lead me back inside to my room. Before locking me inside she said, “I do hope you lost that pound. We will find out Saturday. But then again maybe you like being a pig girl”. I could say nothing. I was still humiliated by the experience. I just took a long shower, trying to get all the mud out of my hair.

2 comments May 15, 2007

After Piggie’s Punishment

My ass is red and it hurts. I have been spanked and paddled before, but never have I seen my butt so red. I laid on my tummy on the bed and cried unless Mistress came to get me for dinner. She told me that I needed to remain nude. “Pigs don’t wear clothes” she said. I had to crawl from my room to the kitchen to help with dinner. But the worst part was having to oink in response to questions she asked me during dinner. For some reason I find that so humiliating to do.

I ate dinner and then was told to crawl to Mistress Alana’s room. She fastened a chain to my ankle as before. Then I was told to pleasure her with my mouth and tongue. I did so without speaking. Later that night I lay awake thinking my day.

Mistress woke me up in the morning. I made us breakfast and then crawled back to my own room where Mistress told me I would stay until she had need of me.

1 comment May 6, 2007

Piggie’s Punishment

Why is it that time slows down when you waiting to get punished? I could not get into watching tv as my mind wandered too much. I was an odd feeling, I wanted Mistress Alana to let me out of my room, but then again I wasn’t looking forward to getting out because I knew i would be punished then.

Then the door to my room opened and it was time to go. “You will follow me on your hands and knees”, Mistress spoke to me, “as a reminder to you that you are a little Chinese piggie. From this point on, until I tell you otherwise, you are not to speak to me in English. You are to speak in pig, one oink for no, two oinks for yes. Now get on all fours piggie and let’s practice”. I got on all fours. Mistress Alana began, “OK say no”. I felt so humiliated now, but I oinked once for her. She smirked, “Come on piggie you can do better than that. Let’s hear you day yes and say it loudly”. Why did she have to humiliate me like this? Couldn’t she just punish me? I would learn from that. Still I knew I had to do as told, so I oinked twice loudly. “Very good little china pig. Now come along let’s get you ready for punishment” she said with a smirk. Mistress Alana began a brisk walk and I followed behind her as quickly as I could.

We got to the punishment room and she put some leather restraints on my wrists and ankles. I looked around and seen I was next to a padded sawhorse. Mistress then said, “I think you need some water before we begin. Do you agree?” Well even if I did disagree I knew better than to say so! I may be a new slave, but I am not a dumb one! I did almost mess up by speaking yes instead of oinking, but I caught myself in time. So I oinked twice, nicely to avoid displeasing Mistress. In response Mistress brought me some water to drink. But not in a glass , but in a pet bowl. I guess piggies don’t drink from glasses. Then she told me to lower my face to the bowl and lap up the water, like a cat would, but keep my butt high in the air. I did so. Mistress used her heels to push my knees apart more and then begin to carress and fondle me. Maybe this punishment would not be so bad after all!!!

But it was not to be. She stopped and I looked up at her. “Silly piggie”, she said to me, “you don’t get to cum. Now lay face down across the sawhorse. I have other plans for your “ham” now. I got up and got into position and she quickly secured me in place so I could not move hardly at all. Then she told me I was to be gagged, and put a nice red ball gag in my mouth and strapped it in place. Mistress then began to spank my butt…she varied the timing, severity, and her target (left or right cheek). I whimpered and then cried as she spanked me. I don’t know how long she did it, but my ass started to feel like it was on fire after awhile. Then she got a paddle and continued some more. I was wondering when it would ever end. Then she laid the paddle down. I breathed a sigh of relief. But I was premature as she picked up a flogger and gave me a few more on my butt. I was sobbing and crying by now. She stopped and took out my gag. She spoke to me, “So did you learn your lesson today little China piggie?” (Two oinks) “You are going to lose that extra pound by next week aren’t you?” (Two oinks) “You need to look your best for the summer. I am going to take you to the beach to show off that body of yours and you need it to look it’s best. Is that understood?” (Two oinks)

I was then taken off the sawhorse, followed Mistress back to the computer so I could kneel and write this. She just told me I don’t get lunch today and will spend the rest of the day until dinner time in my room.

1 comment May 5, 2007

My first week as a slave.

I just wanted to let my readers know what my life is like now. When I moved here I brought my stuff with me. Mistress had me park my car in her garage. I gave her the keys and she locked them in her house safe along with my jewelry, credit cards, cash, and other valuables. She is going through my clothes to determine which ones I will keep, and which ones will be donated to charity. She is not done yet, but has said that she thinks I need to have more “slutty clothes”. I tend to dress conservatively most of the time so this will be a change for me.

When Mistress does not have need of me, I am in my room. It is a windowless small room, with a metal four poster bed  with many rings welded to it. I assume that is because it is used to facilitate bondage, and I expect to learn for sure very soon. It hasa small closet with clothes Mistress has picked out for me to wear, although some days she keeps me naked. I have my own bathroom with shower/tub. Not much else in the room except for a small tv and small square refrigerator. So time tends to pass slowly for me when I am kept in my room. Even if I wanted out, I couldn’t get out because there is no door handle on the inside and the deadbolt lock is on the outside of my room.

I miss my computer and going on the internet whenever I wanted to. Mistress and I do get up early to exercise, and I sometimes am allowed time to go online then, and at other times. Mistress requires me to stay in shape and weighed me when I came here. I will get weigh3ed every Saturday and if I gain weight I get punished. So I have an incentive to watch my weight!

I have not had much time with Mistress this week, as she has been busy with clients and other things. But she promised me next week she will have some more time for me.

Add a comment April 21, 2007

My decision

Well, I have thought for a long time about being Mistress Alana’s slave and I have finally come to my decision and I let her know Sunday night that I will be her slave. It was not an easy decision, as I wanted to be 100% sure in my heart I was doing the right thing. I gave my notice at work today. They were said to see me go. They told me I was a great worker and I will be hard to replace. That made me feel good. I need to tell my roommate tonight. She probably will not be so happy about me going, as she will need to pay the whole rent now! But I am sure she can find someone else to split the cost with. We have a nice apartment and I sure she will not have too much of a problem finding someone. I feel so wonderful today. It is like a whole new chapter in my life is about to open. Mistress Alana plans have a special collaring ceremony for me when I come down to be with her. I can’t wait!!!

1 comment March 26, 2007

It happened one (Friday) night

After several days (and nights) of getting to know Mistress Alana I was feeling better about coming down to visit her. I was sensing she liked me too now. She told me Friday Friday morning that tonight was going to be special, but she did not say how it would be. Naturally I was curious, and tried to find out but she told me I would have to wait. Well of course that made time slow down for me.

Eventually though, I made it to Friday night still wondering about what she had planned. We had dinner together at home and were just sitting in her living room talking. After telling me about a movie she had recently seen she said, “Minh stand up for me and remove all your clothing”. I was a bit surprised by what I heard and wasn’t sure if I had heard her correctly, so I asked her to repeat it. She smiled and said, “I told you to stand and strip for me girl”. While I did not mind getting naked with her, I usually knew why I was naked. But knowing or not, I undressed and folded my clothes over the back of a chair. Then she motioned for me to sit again. I did and we chatted some more. I felt a little strange being nude while she was totally dressed. Then she stopped and said “Stand Minh, we are going to have some fun now. At least I am.” I stood. I was a little nervous. “Follow me girl” she said leading me to a room I had not been in before. Mistress Alana pointed to a exam table, the kind used for gyecological exams. “Get up on it…Dr. Alana is waiting” she said giggling. I climbed up onto the table and laid down and put my feet in the stirrups. She fastened straps across my torso, and also ones to hold my feet in the stirrups. Once I was secured, she said “Oh I almost forgot, the blindfold, I want you to concentrate on what is being done to your body and not be distracted by anything else.” So she blindfolded me, and it was lights out! Now I was a bit nervous. I thought she would be punishing me and wasn’t sure what to expect. Instead she began to kiss me. My fears evaporated. We french kissed and some fondled my breasts as we did so. I just wish I could carress her too.

“How are you feeling Minh? she whispered after she broke our kiss. “Wonderful Mistress, just wonderful” I replied. Then I heard her move and suddenly my legs were movong apart. She was adjusting the stirrups so I was spread wider, and then wider still. Then I felt her kiss me down there on my private place. “Do you want me to continue Minh?” “Oh most definitely” “Why do you want me to continue?” (She startle to fondle me there) “Because it feel so good when you do” “It feels so good when I do what Minh?” “When you kiss me and fondle my breasts and pubic area” Alana laughed. “I want you to use common terms for them girl. Now ask me to continue and tell me why too” “Please Mistress don’t stop…kiss my lips…play with my boobs, my tits…also my pussy, because it feels so good and I enjoy it so” “Oh do you Minh? Do you want to have an orgasm? Do you want to cum? Then tell me what a slut you are and beg better” “Please Mistress I am close to cumming….don’t stop it feels so good…kiss me, play with my boobs, play with my pussy, do what you want, this slut needs it now so badly” I then felt my left nipple being pinched and twisted. I yelled in pain. “I don’t care what you need Minh, you are just a wet Chinese cunt now, so act like one and call yourself one” I gulped I hated that C word. “Please may this worthless Chinese cunt have the pleasure of cumming…when you say that I can” “Oh much better girl, you are learning” Alana then brought ne close and then stopped, and again and again. It was sweet agony!!! Finally after what seemed liked forever she said, “You may have an orgasm now.” I did and it was so wonderful…

1 comment February 24, 2007






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